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Nur Syahidah Bte Azman , your small chiqaro .Well , you can guess my age then I'm sure you're wrong. I'm fifteen oke (: A secondary Three short girl . Well , you'll think that I'm a goodgood girl . And , you're damn right . I'm your good-girl next door . And not one of this b**** who wants people to think they are one big somebody in this world . I have 2 bestest-best friend(: ;- NURUL SYAZWANI and Nur Julianah <3 My pumpkin sweets . I'm singular , mind you (: And tend to be that way . Unless the one I,ve been waiting fr come back to get me ^^ <33

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Friday, March 19, 2010 2:15 AM

Had an argument with bbhy , and I'm so so sooo not in the mood and I can't sleep .

Bbhy , I'm so sorry . I'm still stress-ed up about her . You know . I can't stop thinking and feeling how hurt I am . Everytime when we quarrel , I'm scared that you will contact her back . That's my fear . Everyone makes mistake . I know if you're reading this , you won't feel anything . You always says that . You , bbhy , Rudy , takder feeling mahh . And I don't know if your 'love u dear' can be trusted or not . Not trying to be sarcastic here . I'm just scared that the past will repeat itself . I'm really scared to trust you again . I'm reallyreally scared that you will once again hurt me . I love you , and you must know that . If I don't . I would have let you go longlong time ago . For this past 6month10days , I'm trying to regain your trust . I don't want to let you go that easily , even though I told you I have given up . Frankly speaking , I'm still working hard to make you happy and to take care of you . Bbhy , I really am sorry ): You know I'm still pissed because you can't forgive me that easily . Why ? Why ? Why ? It's just a small mistake . And you're already saying something like I can't be trusted . To me , it's like you're saying that I'm a fxcking liar . Yeah , it hurts . It hurts so much to hear that from someone you love . I never really had the chance to express how I feel . You seem to make me happy and laugh everytime we meet . But somehow when we're texting or on the phone with each other , we end up in an argument . I don't know if it's the right thing to be in this relationship . All I need is your trust .

I LVE YOU , BBHY !

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