Understand that Rudy ??

You broke my heart into a million pieces . I wanted to meet you . You avoid me ? Why ? What had I done to deserve this ? I'm planning to watch Shrek with you . But we are like this now . I'm so sad not pissed . I miss you a lot . Do you know that ? You want space , I can give you . Promise me you won't contact other girls please . I love you too much to lose you ! I beg you , pleas don't dissapoint me please . I really , really love you . Crying everyday thinking if you . Sleeping becomes very hard , thinking of you each day . I will shed my tears if I miss you . You know that right ? Who do I share my problems with ? You're the best person to keep my secrets . You're like my big brother // My husband . Typing all this keeps my head spinning as tears by tears drop on my lap . I wonder why are being so cold towards me . Am I being such a bad bad girlfriend . I'm afraid that you will push me far far away and forget me . Are you going to do that ? Am I so evil ? Questions by questions popped in my head . If I had done any wrongs to you , please .. please forgive me baby . I'm begging you ...

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Looking at Fazly and Atcumi , I feel so jealous .They look so sweet together whereas I'm like an ice-cream without any stick to keep me still . Zanny Dy was being such a dear to comfort me . Thanks alot , abg . And Mickey .. Sorry -- // To WanP , I'm sorry .

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*-- I love Eeqin Rascal !

Labels: Bbhy I'm sorry . Thanks fr making me shed my tears .

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