Fxck , I can't deny it . I have been sleeping all day today . I'm suppose to go to my sister by heart's birthday ;- Sabrina . But damn I feel so weak and useless today . Mummy nag and nag . Text hunneyhDyiie and he did not reply . Oh well , I don't know if I'm going out or not . Feel like not but it's Sabrina's birthday . Urgh ! I'm so stressed right now . Feel like killing myself . Let's find a way to do that . Overdose of pills ?! Hahaha ! Kau random luhc Syaa . No No ! Syaa masih ader parents that I must still think of . And yeah , a Boyfriend that I can still rely on (: But he's not right here beside me when I need him . I don't know why this mood swing is taking over me lately . Damn ! Because of this effing mood swing , me and hunneyhDyiie perang besar . Whose fault ? *points finger to Syaa* . Hhaah ! Memang pon salah kau Syaa . Aku pon taqk salah kan Rudy . Kau yang nak sangat carik pasal kan ? Pandaipandai kau carik obat de . Chiss -- ! Syaa .. Syaa .. Well yeah , Syaa tetap synq ARRRR-YUUUUU-DIIIII-WAIIII ! Nyet -- ! Hhaha ! Aku sedih xia . I want bbhy so bad right now . Only god knows how pathetic I am without him ): And .. how sorry I am towards him , GOSH ! SE-TOO-PID ! Stupid luhc Syaa ! Fxck , bbhy , I rindu you sangatsangat . Remember action yang i slalu buat which goes , I *points to me* , miss *write miss with finger* , my * points finget to me again , boyfriend *draw a hard shape * . Gosh ! Gosh ! Bbhy , please come back soon ! I want you so badly , I naqk hug you D; Haishq -- !

YoursBeloved ,
Syaakerchiq (:

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