Nur Syahidah Bte Azman , your small chiqaro .Well , you can guess my age then I'm sure you're wrong.
I'm fifteen oke (: A secondary Three short girl . Well , you'll think that I'm a goodgood girl . And ,
you're damn right . I'm your good-girl next door . And not one of this b**** who wants people to think
they are one big somebody in this world . I have 2 bestest-best friend(: ;-
NURUL SYAZWANI and Nur Julianah <3 My pumpkin sweets .
I'm singular , mind you (: And tend to be that way .
Unless the one I,ve been waiting fr come back to get me ^^ <33
What was the kiss you gave me for yesterday ? Why did you hug me so tightly like as if you did not want to let me go ? Why did you comfort me when I was in no mood ? I cried in the bus ystd . I don't know of you know the reason or not . You gave me a kiss and I was so confused . Why did you did that ? You choose to be like this . You want it that way . And here I am , crying my tears out thinking why do I have to love you this much and why are you not giving me back the love that I deserve . Am I that hateful ? Am I that evil ? Everydat , I'll stare at the ceiling thinking to myself , am I going to lose you that fast ? *Crying* Please .. Tell me what do you want from me . Too many promises are broken . . . Too many lies are told . . . Too many tears has drop . . . Too many hearts are broken . . . Did I tell you before how peaceful my heart is when I look at you ? Yeah . You're like and angel who was sent by the force outside the world to guide me in life . Showing me what is right and what is wrong . Telling me off every single time I made a mistake . All this while , I thought to myself how regret I am to know you .. But deep inside , I'm happy that you were mine before . You showered me with your love . How caring you are to me . And how irritating you are when you're scolding me ! HAHAHA ! XD I appreciate all that . I don't want to love you in no kind of way .
Everytime when I want to forget you and let you move on . You'll be there to talk and spend time with me . You know how difficult that will be fr me to let you go and not to love . Please understand how I feel . . .